Thursday, June 11, 2009
The fuzz
At this moment in time i am sat in Alderney airport waiting till 5pm to get a flight to Guernsey and why to Guernsey well it turns out that the hotel I have been working for well the Manager Scott Chance is a bit dodgy, He has been hiring staff yet not getting anyone a licence to work here, I know its stupid Im a Guernsey citizen yet I have to get a new licence to work in Alderney. Anyway it all came to a head when I was at work and the police turned up all of the police force in Alderney in fact all Two of them, I was told i was breaking the law by working with out it I was to say the least a little socked by the hole thing and pist off with Scott, I had to go get interviewed and everything. So my way out of it all was to give evidence against the hotel and Scott, the police took my deal I got off free yet Ill need to come back when it goes to court to give evidence. Thank fully I happened to run in to the police officer that was the community bobby in Sprotbrough Doncaster where I grew up ' you never know who you are going to run in to do you '. So now on our way to Guernsey to get a house with the housing association I think this could be a good thing we have been so worried about finding the money for the move and the rent yet it may have all fell in to place. Not wanting to get excited but could this make it all right? fingers crossed
Monday, June 8, 2009
hello world and you
1. I'm 22
2. I have been arrested 6 x
3. I went to prison for 2 days but got released on a technicality
4. I went on the run when released to bail
5. I got my charges dropped because I knew the right people
ok there is 5 things you never knew, maybe ill put more one day
night all
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
101 changes and back again
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
Alderney
Monday, May 4, 2009
Blog time
Friday, April 24, 2009
pride
Friday, April 17, 2009
Back Home
Nikita came back and I wanted to show her how much I love her so I try'd to tell her how I feel about her how beautiful she is but it just seems to upset her so I don't know what to say and I really just want to say how special she is to me but I'm messing up saying anything I can think of just so I get to hear her speak because it makes me feel special this perfect person talking to me.
x
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
just me
thats all
Monday, April 13, 2009
Easter
Thursday, April 9, 2009
Betting
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
sex
all this makes no seance to me as well
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
Tuesday
Monday, April 6, 2009
theft
Saturday, April 4, 2009
My dream
For as far as I can remember I have always dreamed of being the head chef in a beach restaurant, I know its just a dream but I am a really good cook I have such a passion for it that I some times get a little embarrassed to show it, Yes I know it sounds strange but I don't want to be put down by the people I cook for so I only ever cook very simple food yet still knowing I can do a hundred times better and I have in the past. So well this week I have applied for that dream job In a little restaurant in Guernsey and Ive had a reply they seem very excited about me and what I would want to bring to the restaurant. I'm now just sat here waiting for the reply to my email I sent last night and I am so scared to here back from him, will he want me wont he, this is the break I need.
Wednesday, April 1, 2009
My blue eyes
I don't know how to do this I have tried so many time yet I always end up writing what I think would some how please anybody that stumbles across it in a frantic scurry to find a page of interest. I hate the feeling of not being able to give 100% the feeling of not being able to give people what they want cuts me so deep, Yet unlike some people that would just get on with life and do there best I push and push the walls until they fall and people get hurt. I have lied and lied and lied to the point that people I love 'well the one person I love' has come close to leaving me on numerous occasions. Thankfully I have landed on my feet just the once in my life and found that one spark that can set off the hole reaction the one thing that can make that little hamster wheel power the hole world ' her name is Nikita'. I want to put my self out there and see what people think about the real me not dream me so that's the reason I will be doing this as much as possible not just for approval but for my self I want to talk and express my words and life.